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The only real Londoner remaining is old, bitter, kept around for entertainment, defined by tropes from 30+ years ago. They play gangsters in films, or they work in a pie and mash shop, or they go on Business Insider's YouTube channel to tell you about their crimes. And they somehow still find the time to spend all day hanging about cafes and pubs for you to bump into, to remind you of Real London.
you know who you are. no more time, not like
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. way too specific.
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
Today I felt like starting
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?
As we're stood there I notice a middle-aged woman staring at us across the room. I'm trying to catch her gaze, but its kind of vacant. I guess she sees me looking and considers it to be an invitation. She floats over to us in this strange dazed way, and on the approach I realise she's staring at (through?) my Korean colleague / fresh meat. She's saying wow, wow, wow. She seems genuinely so delighted, so shocked, so elated.
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
ion
its good short few pages
Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.
She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
yeah
wait what is that
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
December 2025
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
bro i read nothing in my life
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
was it worth it