it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

no longer writing in the third person

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

hiding from the rain

send your tumblr

all that is to say

bro i read nothing in my life

and the fake qualifier

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

have you read

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.