i understand

hiding from the rain

in a post. I want to be remembered

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

I am below everything.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

"Put a blanket."

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Worse Lift

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

13, H, grate

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.