After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Today I felt like starting

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Picture

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

as in

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

so an active mazelike process

It Will Get Lighter

isaac newton

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

plato

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

but i respect your search

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

which magnetises chains of pins

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos