Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

It Will Get Lighter

Style

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

no longer writing in the third person

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

lol yea

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

much more tactility

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

magnetisation/form

so an active mazelike process

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

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you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

it is hopeful

all that is to say

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i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

so at the end

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

like magnets

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life