After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

in a post. I want to be remembered

"Put a blanket."

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

13, H, grate

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

you have a beautiful account btw

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.


theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

2 (actually index). two is company


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I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

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but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos


something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

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kind of mythopoesis

but i respect your search