Pimlico Rats
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry
class
this will be about a slug
no like which do people call me
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry
class
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i
didn’t watch it then
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
part of an old note. It will get lighter.
it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
It Will Get Lighter
i was tempted to lie about my name
I Write Goodbye Letter
Slug
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
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Like the tide, it comes
in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than
it ever has, it
recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The
bare seabed opens up in front
of you and all you can do is look at it.
Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a
breakdown of common interpretations:
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems
annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder
where it goes in the day.
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned
and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre
of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media,
both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
