so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

your feed looks like my tumblr

i have read not even 1 book

that looks like my instagram account

...

and the fake qualifier

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

thank you

have you read

or never left

lol yea

I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

I Write Goodbye Letter

My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

He was cast as the guy who gets picked up and thrown out of the poker game to set the scene before the main characters arrive. Out of Real London and into real London, a discarded prop, at this party, chatting to me.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

It Will Get Lighter

its performative

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

isaac

ahnaf abrar

Rain, starting

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books