yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

have you read

13, H, grate

It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
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Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

bro i read nothing in my life

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Lift Analysis

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

It Will Get Lighter

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

it is hopeful

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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. way too specific.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

i really havent