There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

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After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

hiding from the rain

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

13, H, grate

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

magnetisation/form

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

Thank you, Jack

no like which do people call me

but i respect your search

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

propensity within someone

Today I felt like starting