but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
feel you
i am quite illiterate on producing technology
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
no like which do people call me
i want to do that too
so an active mazelike process
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
December 2025
as in
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
its performative
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
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autonomy of learning
and the fake qualifier
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse