Better Lift
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing,
etc.
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.
in a post. I want to be remembered
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
that looks like my instagram account
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
part of an old note. It will get lighter.
IWGD
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording
of his website, something that could be found within it
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.
what do you think my name is
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off
board but you seemed interesting
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media,
both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream
education now
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.