there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

sorry i am texting like a slav

so an active mazelike process

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

i was tempted to lie about my name

like first name

what do you mean

its good short few pages

and the fake qualifier

is this you as well

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i dont understand magnetisation

i love it here

what do you think my name is

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

plato

its good

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

ahnaf abrar

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

lol

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

It Will Get Lighter

its performative

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

  1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
  2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
  3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
  4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
  5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

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