think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
in a post. I want to be remembered
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
abrar?
its good short few pages
like magnets
have you read
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
yeah
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
so the method has to be autonomous
we can only engage in such a way
which magnetises chains of pins
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
autonomy of learning
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos