My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

kind of mythopoesis

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

brb i will read and reply sincerely

Lift Analysis

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

yes

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

autonomy of learning

IWGD

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

division of reality is straying away from it

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

I am below everything.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext