something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

so an active mazelike process

feel you

what do you mean

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

no i haven't really read anything

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

so at the end

propensity within someone

i dont understand magnetisation

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

whats your name?

have you read

its performative

its good

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

that looks like my instagram account

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

send your tumblr

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i really havent

and the fake qualifier

It's

dusk

was it worth it

lol yea

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful