that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

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Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Worse Lift


the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i was tempted to lie about my name
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

fw

what do you mean

abrar?

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i really havent

ion

no like which do people call me

idk

and the fake qualifier

that looks like my instagram account

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

barren land

send your tumblr

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

Style

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

we can only engage in such a way