I catch him on his way to the bar, telling him about this old racist failed actor that I'm avoiding. That I'm failing to confront. I get the sense he's avoiding people too. We get our drinks and find a corner. We chat for a bit. He's managing just fine.

The Hatton geezer (fuck off) reminds me of this old failed actor who I'd met at a party a few years ago, another man out of time and out of place. This actor had scored a minor role in Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels and never really let go of it, had gone on to build his whole identity around it. I can't really blame him.

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was it worth it

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

as in

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Thank you, Jack

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

December 2025

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

and the fake qualifier

i was tempted to lie about my name

like first name

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

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ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

isaac

its performative