Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

no longer writing in the third person

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

its performative

what do you think my name is

all that is to say

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

IWGD

was it worth it

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

feel you

we need to be deconstructing our identities

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

like first name

yeah

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it. 

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