i was tempted to lie about my name

As we're stood there I notice a middle-aged woman staring at us across the room. I'm trying to catch her gaze, but its kind of vacant. I guess she sees me looking and considers it to be an invitation. She floats over to us in this strange dazed way, and on the approach I realise she's staring at (through?) my Korean colleague / fresh meat. She's saying wow, wow, wow. She seems genuinely so delighted, so shocked, so elated.

fw

ahnaf abrar

like first name

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

no like which do people call me

magnetises a pin

your feed looks like my tumblr

which magnetises chains of pins

what do you mean

its good

December 2025

god being the centre magnet

bro i read nothing in my life

we need to be deconstructing our identities

or never left

wait what is that

I Write Goodbye Letter

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

i love it here

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

like magnets