so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
no longer writing in the third person
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
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"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
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I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!