Rain, starting

Picture

Style

But seriously, thank you, Jack, for telling me that I could submit this to a high-level literary magazine or creative nonfiction outlet with some minor tweaks. I don't think I will do that.

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf


i want to do that too

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

is this you as well

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

i love it here

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

hiding from the rain

i was tempted to lie about my name

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

so the method has to be autonomous

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

sorry i am texting like a slav

like magnets

After I get away from the old racist failed actor, I go to see my Korean colleague. He's just arrived in London and I want to see how he's handling the party. We'd been invited as fresh meat for some of the older, gayer attendees. We aren't aware of that.

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

yeah

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

wait what is that

so at the end

Better Lift

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

you have a beautiful account btw