magnetises a pin

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

not their contents

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Better Lift

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.



Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you


wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

in a post. I want to be remembered

Today I felt like starting

brb i will read and reply sincerely

propensity within someone

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Thank you, Jack

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models