"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

It Will Get Lighter

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

Rain, starting

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Can I see

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

division of reality is straying away from it


amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

so an active mazelike process

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08



We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river. I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the dim silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank. They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

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Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

13, H, grate


Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression