abrar?

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

no like which do people call me

as in

division of reality is straying away from it

yeah

not their contents

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

i really havent

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

much more tactility

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

whats your name?

so the method has to be autonomous

like magnets

which magnetises chains of pins

i dont understand magnetisation

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

bro i read nothing in my life

all that is to say

its performative

Picture

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.