there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant
articulate
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge
management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
is everyoneback on tumblr now
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
The only real Londoner remaining is old, bitter, kept around for
entertainment, defined by tropes from 30+ years ago. They play gangsters in films, or they work in a pie and mash shop,
or they go on Business Insider's YouTube channel to tell you
about their crimes. And they somehow still find the time to spend all day
hanging about cafes and pubs for you to bump into, to remind you of Real London.
that looks like my instagram account
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
I imagine that some lab-grown 29-year-old from Woking with a mind honed to
identify individuals who fit the profile of Real Londoner (as conceived of by
50 opinion-polled racist builders and their wives in the Midlands) picks a
stubborn local who can still somehow afford to live here and passes him along
to some creative studio.
I Write Goodbye Letter
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion,
and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be
processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your
subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
Pimlico Rats
bro i read nothing in my life
