ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Slug

yeah

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

i really havent

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

its good

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

and the fake qualifier

I imagine that some lab-grown 29-year-old from Woking with a mind honed to identify individuals who fit the profile of Real Londoner (as conceived of by 50 opinion-polled racist builders and their wives in the Midlands) picks a stubborn local who can still somehow afford to live here and passes him along to some creative studio.

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

and the fake qualifier

i have read not even 1 book

yeah

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."

we need to be deconstructing our identities

isaac newton

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

It Will Get Lighter

feel you

I'm sat out the front of a cafe in Hatton Garden. I've just eaten a brie and bacon panini, and I'm rolling a cigarette. Feeling very London. An old man comes up to me and asks for a roll-up. I oblige.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

its performative

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.


One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

It Will Get Lighter

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

i love it here