i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

It Will Get Lighter

but i respect your search

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

yes

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me


i am quite illiterate on producing technology

IWGD

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

so at the end

brb i will read and reply sincerely

It Will Get Lighter

no longer writing in the third person

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

so the method has to be autonomous

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

It Will Get Lighter

or never left

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