was it worth it

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There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

magnetises a pin

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

2 (actually index). two is company


something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever



that looks like my instagram account

Thank you, Jack

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

It Will Get Lighter

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a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

its performative

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

its good

I'm sat out the front of a cafe in Hatton Garden. I've just eaten a brie and bacon panini, and I'm rolling a cigarette. Feeling very London. An old man comes up to me and asks for a roll-up. I oblige.

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

fw

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

not so on: yvf(wthw)

as in

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

propensity within someone

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

but i respect your search

He was a proper old-fashioned London geezer (cringe word, hate it, can't think of a better one, worst of all it's the correct word), kind of East Endy, kind of Real London, the kind you don't really meet but if you do it always feels like an uncanny immersive theatre experience. They're anachronistic. They only belong in the London collectively imagined by people who don't spend any time in it.