really i want the internet

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

I am below everything.

Lift Analysis

which magnetises chains of pins

2 (actually index). two is company

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

we can only engage in such a way

autonomy of learning

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

all that is to say

13, H, grate

idk

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

magnetisation/form

we need to be deconstructing our identities

like first name

not their contents