I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
no longer writing in the third person
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
i see a website
Today I felt like starting
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
Thank you, Jack
its good
isaac newton
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.
you cannot feed someone truth
i love it here
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
ion