...

like first name

and the fake qualifier

i want to do that too

plato

feel you

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

what do you think my name is

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

what do you mean

i was tempted to lie about my name

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

its performative

lol yea

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

much more tactility

ahnaf abrar

not their contents

in a post. I want to be remembered

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

yeah

propensity within someone

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

the site i am dreaming

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17


The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.