autonomy of learning

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

so an active mazelike process

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i dont understand magnetisation

bro i read nothing in my life

all that is to say

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

no longer writing in the third person

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

13, H, grate

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41


It Will Get Lighter

Worse Lift

Rain, starting

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I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

isaac

propensity within someone

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

currently

and the fake qualifier

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

was it worth it