think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

no longer writing in the third person

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Rain, starting


hiding from the rain

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.


the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

whats your name?

have you read

its good

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

no i haven't really read anything


Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

so at the end

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

its good

no like which do people call me

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

plato

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.