I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

propensity within someone

yeah

whats your name?

what do you mean

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

lol

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

currently

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.


I Write Goodbye Letter

...

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

2 (actually index). two is company

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

magnetisation/form

It Will Get Lighter

Thank you, Jack

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Today I felt like starting

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

abrar?

you have a beautiful account btw