the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

and the fake qualifier

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

all that is to say

currently

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

i dont understand magnetisation

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

its good

so the method has to be autonomous

Better Lift

its good

"Put a blanket."

what do you mean

whats your name?

Today I felt like starting


theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

as in

plato

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

so at the end

have you read

It Will Get Lighter