so an active mazelike process

abrar?

Rain, starting

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

hiding from the rain

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

that looks like my instagram account

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.


so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

and the fake qualifier

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

It's loud and he's gone deaf in one ear, so I don't think he's really hearing anything I'm trying to say. We're both pretty drunk too. It's making for a kind of surreal interactive Business Insider YouTube video of a conversation. He talks, waits for my response, sees my mouth moving but doesn't hear my words, then he imagines something in their place, and replies to that. At least I don't really have to do anything but drink and mime and listen to a lot of bullshit fake gangster talk, being an actor, boxing, the old days, blah blah blah.

But seriously, thank you, Jack, for telling me that I could submit this to a high-level literary magazine or creative nonfiction outlet with some minor tweaks. I don't think I will do that.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

It Will Get Lighter

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

magnetises a pin

i was tempted to lie about my name


sorry i am texting like a slav

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books