Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

so the method has to be autonomous

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

magnetisation/form

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

autonomy of learning

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

you cannot feed someone truth

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

propensity within someone

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

much more tactility

as in

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

barren land

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

all that is to say

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Style

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

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