"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

It Will Get Lighter

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I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

December 2025

Better Lift

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i love it here

it is hopeful

ahnaf abrar

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

yeah

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet


i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

i was tempted to lie about my name

we can only engage in such a way

and the fake qualifier

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos


"Put a blanket."

i really havent

bro i read nothing in my life

as in

abrar?

what do you think my name is

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.