i really havent

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

as in

        13       |
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            H   |
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. . . .         |
. . . .         |
. . . .         |
. . . .         |
                |

not their contents

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

13, H, grate

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

propensity within someone

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i understand

your feed looks like my tumblr

or never left

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Thank you, Jack

ion

barren land