Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

It Will Get Lighter

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

in a post. I want to be remembered

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Worse Lift

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

it is hopeful


Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

hiding from the rain

Better Lift

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.



After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

1

ahnaf abrar

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

so the method has to be autonomous

that looks like my instagram account

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

like magnets

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

have you read

which magnetises chains of pins