One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

so at the end

and the fake qualifier

your feed looks like my tumblr

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

abrar?

yeah

as in

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

we need to be deconstructing our identities

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

ion

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

sorry i am texting like a slav

its good

its good short few pages

isaac

plato

it is hopeful

god being the centre magnet

no longer writing in the third person

thank you