the site i am dreaming

no longer writing in the third person

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i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

brb i will read and reply sincerely

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Picture

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

really i want the internet

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

I am below everything.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

hiding from the rain

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

what do you mean

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

lol yea

or never left

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Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

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and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful