but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

December 2025

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

bro i read nothing in my life

have you read

send your tumblr

i have read not even 1 book

no i haven't really read anything

is everyoneback on tumblr now

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

or never left

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

i really havent

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i was tempted to lie about my name

lol

i want to do that too

its good


way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

not their contents

not so on: yvf(wthw)

so at the end

But seriously, thank you, Jack

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

no like which do people call me

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

what do you think my name is