somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

magnetisation/form

isaac

all that is to say

hiding from the rain

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

i have read not even 1 book


I am below everything.

like magnets

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

sorry i am texting like a slav

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

division of reality is straying away from it

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

Better Lift

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet