it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

hiding from the rain

no longer writing in the third person

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

It Will Get Lighter

IWGD

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

kind of mythopoesis

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

or never left

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

its good

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

and the fake qualifier

It Will Get Lighter