It's loud and he's gone deaf in one ear, so I don't think he's really hearing anything I'm trying to say. We're both pretty drunk too. It's making for a kind of surreal interactive Business Insider YouTube video of a conversation. He talks, waits for my response, sees my mouth moving but doesn't hear my words, then he imagines something in their place, and replies to that. At least I don't really have to do anything but drink and mime and listen to a lot of bullshit fake gangster talk, being an actor, boxing, the old days, blah blah blah.

really i want the internet

kind of mythopoesis

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

so the method has to be autonomous

It Will Get Lighter

Rain, starting

i see a website

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

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"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

as in

all that is to say

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

but really the thing should be autonomous

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

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"Put a blanket."

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Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.