so the method has to be autonomous

feel you

and the fake qualifier

i was tempted to lie about my name

i want to do that too

what do you think my name is

ion

whats your name?

i really havent

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

like first name

we need to be deconstructing our identities

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

have you read

Rain, starting

plato

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

thank you

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

isaac

"Put a blanket."

what do you mean

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

ahnaf abrar

god being the centre magnet

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

no i haven't really read anything

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Lift Analysis

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

isaac newton