fw

barren land

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

idk

lol yea

lol

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

i have read not even 1 book

send your tumblr

your feed looks like my tumblr

so at the end

yeah

its performative

we need to be deconstructing our identities

was it worth it

and the fake qualifier

all that is to say

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

isaac

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i really havent

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

not their contents

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

yes