a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
yeah
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
not their contents
so at the end
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
isaac
you cannot feed someone truth
division of reality is straying away from it
feel you
i want to do that too
that looks like my instagram account
its performative
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
what do you mean
i love it here
plato
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
yeah
lol yea
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
or never left
all that is to say
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."